After years of struggling with mental health, fitness, and wondering where I belong, I finally discovered pole dancing two years ago. Originally starting pole to get stronger for rugby, it led me down a path of self-discovery and finally finding my place in the world. Learning to love myself, who I am, and not be ashamed for being different. Pole has saved me and helped me understand my new diagnosis of ADHD. Despite still doubting whether I am special and good enough, I have learned that it doesn’t really matter. Just be yourself! Who am I? I am Johann, nay, I am Hun E Badger!